Insecurities, Uncertainties

16 Jan

Alright, I feel that he loves me. I realize that we plan to get married. Its all the other uncertainties of life that give me a stomach ache and make my head spin.

Simple questions like “Where will we live?” lead to ever-changing answers. His house! New house! Different city! Completely different state!

How am I supposed to be secure with a future in mind, when I have no idea what zip code I’ll call home in a mere 100 days? How can I even go about my regular life with this nagging fear that I’ll either get rid of a bunch of stuff I should keep, or that I’ll have too much stuff to pack into whatever home we’ll share?

Am I being a girl, overanalyzing, or do I have a very real concern?

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